today a past lover sent me a letter in the mail. he did not text me he did not call me and he did not send me a facebook message. i guess thats what i always liked about him. in fact he did not even ask me for my address. but im here now and so i wont reply, ill just keep looking forward even though i know i love him. ill hold a memorial service in honor of the life and death of us and bury the letter underneath the dead vegetables in the back yard.